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Monolith

by DEIDRE

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1.
Poison 05:18
I can't relive this hurt by loving I can't release my heart it's all I've given now to be forgiving just as I fall apart I can relate to someone so deserted he comes from miles, light years away I cannot hide from all this madness granted I've conformed to his darkest ways I've followed many men before kept crawling till my knees were bone I've mirrored every one and learned to give my self to no one so if you see my lover tell him my new friend is built like a race horse muscles and a mane blowing in the wind and I've seen yours baby he looks quite like me but no will ever come close to me throw that shit into the fire.
2.
Mono 05:20
such a fool my baby boy guess you can't be my lover with a metal heart i can't remember remember if you dance or die i can't control can't control who i'm falling for but i don't wanna fall for you oh i have cried so many nights and i don't wanna fall for you with you i've died already twice you're no good for me but i let you fuck me so good, baby.
3.
Boa 04:50
body full of sweat sliding from my sheets well fed i can tell with a kiss he leaves losing himself his identities but i could never settle with the slithering feels like the more i try i quake one strike i'd cuss i'd bleed maybe just a lesson meant to learn in grief sinking deep with his needle teeth around my neck and tightening what if it burns me deeply to ashes from an ember, soon i'll try not to remember tore myself apart to be closer to you and just when you think he'll stay he goes kicking the dust up he knows that i don't need him oh mon dieu he's veiling the lies with shades of a saviour and it makes me colder as i collect the debts of the failures i cannot forget but still i crave do i submerge do i restrain an embrace becomes a tether once again i am prying for the answer so i tear myself apart i get closer and just when you think he'll stay he goes kicking the dust up he knows that i don't really need him to save me from this abyss
4.
Torch 02:49
claws up to me i slide my hand to reach covered legs in scares he touched my soul beyond all i came to see you in the night when you would wait for me pacing, pacing for you the time would sprawl but it wasn't you at all something that i couldn't see something that i can't believe so you carry on i carry on like a carrion but my love's for you
5.
Libra 03:22
6.
Heaven 03:12
such a pretty face i want you to know my name maybe you can show me heaven think i'm gonna love this come by my way take me for a smoke in the ally oh what you do to me i can't find the words to explain think i saw you one day riding with some boys your messy hair blowing in the wind, making noise like a wild dog howling at the moon made me swoon and i never thought i'd see you again under his spell i came looking for an end so many told me of his truths and delusions but i was weak and his words were heroin i melted by his touch like a burning ember in his hands
7.
Seven 03:06
my severed love weathered and worn i served my time so don't ask me why seven seven seven i'm calling can you hear me am i healing each night i ask in dreams that you return to me but behind my eyes i've set the devil free and he's coming for you baby all the memories are purging dangerously i beg you to leave me
8.
some may stay some may forfeit safe in their scene but i'll have memories what happens next? where will we head? when i've had enough don't say "you don't know" you don't need to know anything we'll see we'll see
9.
Coral 04:37
Listen to the waves as they crash above me must I wait forever dazed and dying take me away before I wake and realize nothing is real no one is mine and i've lost my fire. to risk your life you wanted this, right? you know there's nothing else don't you? only voice i have left to rule with pride and I trust the moon the tide be on my side and i'll hold-hold on to let go would be to lose my worth to know that no one can ever bring me down you've got me singing all night and day with your heart in hand we'll go far so far

about

I'd like to thank everyone who inspired me to create something from a place of love. With your patiences and encouragement I was able to venture into my deepest darkest shadows and come out transformed. I'd also like to thank those who shunned the idea of exposing my inner truths, it is their ignorance that drives me to become more knowledgable and above all more compassionate.

This album is for you

Thank you!

credits

released September 27, 2016

Michele Nox on vocals, programming, guitar, piano, synth, production for every track except guitar on Torch was co-written by Scott Harwood (aka Scott Hardware) on guitar for Mono, Torch and heaven as well as bass on Boa.

My soul twin Carli Cottrell (aka Damiun) on back up vocals for Torch and Heaven

Dan Lee on live drums for Boa

I'd also like to thank April for allowing me access to an amazing recording studio for capturing the live drums on Boa, Mike Roy for the mastering of Mono (distorted mix), Mayana for your help with the website and last but not least my angel Melissa Matos for helping me produce and record the video for Seven.

Thank you all so much for your faith in my project and life in general. I love you!!

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